Epiphany

Have you ever had one of those moments when something, an idea or realization, just hits you and the truth of it conflicts with something in your life, or in some other way emotionally affects you *almost* to the point of tears?

I just had one of those.  I just talked to someone I haven't talked to in over a month and a half, and I realized just how important that person is to me.  I hadn't realized that I felt so different without him, but speaking to him again really reminded me that my life's definition of normal involves talking to him on a regular basis.  Thinking about it... I don't like the way life without him looks.  To put it simply, I do not know what I'd do without him.  I'm glad he's back :)